(May or June, 1665).
Dear Friend, --I do not know whether you have
quite forgotten me; but there are many
circumstances which lead me to suspect it.
First, when I was setting out on my
journey, [N2] I wished to bid you good-
bye; and, after your own invitation,
thinking I should certainly find you at
home, heard that you had gone to the
Hague. I return to Voorburg, nothing
doubting but that you would at least have
visited me in passing; but you, forsooth,
without greeting your friend, went back
home. Three weeks have I waited, without
getting sight of a letter from you. If you
wish this opinion of mine to be changed,
you may easily change it by writing; and
you can, at the same
time, point out a means of entering into a correspondence, as
we once talked of doing at your house.
After my journey, I was once bled; but the fever did not cease, though I was somewhat more active than before the bleeding, owing, I think, to the change of air; but I was two or three times laid up with a tertian. This, however, by good diet, I have at length driven away, and sent about its business. Where it has gone, I know not; but I am taking care it does not return here. As regards the third part of my philosophy, I will shortly send it you, if you wish to be its transmitter, or to our friend De Vries; and, although I had settled not to send any of it, till it was finished, yet, as it takes longer than I thought, I am unwilling to keep you waiting. I will send up to the eightieth proposition, or thereabouts. [N3] Of English affairs I hear a good deal, but nothing for certain. The people continue to be apprehensive, and can see no reason, why the fleet should not be despatched; but the matter does not yet seem to be set on foot. I am afraid our rulers want to be overwise and prudent; but the event will show what they intend, and what they will attempt. May the gods turn it all to good. I want to know, what our people think, where you are, and what they know for certain; but, above all things, I want you to believe me, &c. [Note N1]: Probably J. Bresser, a member of the Spinozistic Society formed at Amsterdam. See note to Letter 42 [Note N2]: See Letter 38 which fixes approximately the date of this. [Note N3]: The third and fourth part of the Ethics were probably originally united |
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